The times I’ve returned to Odes to Lithium: a list After I tell people at work I’m autistic and they don’t fully believe me After i say, “i can’t do this because i’m autistic” and someone i love asks me, “you’re really gonna milk this one, huh?”When I skipped therapy because I thought I was […]
Author Archives: wenotfreeyet
500 (3)
i lied in the first post, in that, i cannot do this proper capitalization foolishness. i believe what i said and i still sit next to it, but it’s like it dressed up for a party i didn’t even want to go to. me writing today : im going to cry, might as well get […]
500 days (2)
i left my computer downstairs because, even though i took notes throughout the day, i was gonna just miss this day and call it quits. i mean by now we know, self-sabotage and me are best buds. i think if i tell a story, we’ll get somewhere tonight. okay, let’s try this. most of my […]
500 a day
I’m going to make a goal : 500 words a day I don’t write anymore. I can’t tell if it’s from the C-PTSD/autism/bipolar or just general hopelessness mixed with all of the above. I struggled with a lot of suicidal ideation the past two weeks, and it only got a little lighter when I wrote […]
